My mind keeps spinning these days.
I think a lot about the past memories and future path.
Though I knew that this stress would drive me crazy, I can’t stop thinking.
Luckily, I got my family, friends, teachers who support and stand by me.
I hope that this habit would have a positive effect in my life. lalaalallalaaaa 😀
於車箱
無所是事的她用手中的蘋果電話看蘋果動新聞
看着一式一樣的嫩模擺首弄姿
心想自己化厚些妝加打幾支botox
應該不比她們遜色吧
她邊tap邊欣賞剛剛修的花甲
心中盤算着下星期要購買最新型號的平板電腦
皆因”好姊妹”selina也有一部
怕被她說一句”做咩唔買呀?超好用喎!不過慳錢都啱嘅,
好似我咁成日追款呀,真係幾曬錢嫁!哈哈”
雖然她已經欠下幾個月卡數
但一想到selina的嘴臉
她竟下定決心少買幾件衣飾 節儉些
儲錢買那部打了濾固醇的蘋果電話
下次gathering才不會聽到那個三八的冷言冷語
另一邊箱
剛剛大學畢業的她 好不容易才找到工作
前三年她埋首攻讀電子工程
怎料從前執筆之手
現竟用來組裝蘋果電話
每次想到對自己抱以期望的雙親 她就想哭
但她強忍着 怕弄濕枱上的零件
會被工頭罵得狗血淋頭
上星期她鄰坐名叫小妮的女工 因手腳太慢
而被扣去半個月工資 令她不敢恃慢
她日日都絕看到日出 幾個失眠的晚上 竟萌生自殺的念頭
但一想到年老多病的父母 就立心堅強生活下去
即使每天面對的都是冷冰冰 七零八落的電子零件
無論一個人怎樣痛苦的哭訴
都無法令另一個人因而改變
像一部失敗的悲情電影
銀幕上的主角聲淚俱下
觀眾卻咬著爆谷
對那主角評頭論足
覺得無聊便中途離場
家人如是 朋友如是 情人如是
因為執著的是你 在意的是你 與人無尤
所以以後
我上演的是一部默片
可能偶有一兩句對白 但不多
觀眾席上通常只有我一人
或偶爾有一兩位朋友 但不多
說的話再多
都不能把你的心放於別人的心上
不竟 口和心有一段距離
你和他的心都有一段距離
就算緊緊的抱擁 距離還在
天生成的 人怎能改變
讀了梁文道的我執, 好像認識了一位知己。
我都知道了，這一切謊言與妄想，
卑鄙與怯懦 它們就像顏料和素材，
正好可以塗抹出一整座城市，
以及其中無數的場景和遭遇。你所見到的，只不過是自己的想像。
你以為是自己的，只不過是種偶然。
握得愈緊愈是徒然，此之謂我我執。
It’s time to ACT.
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Yesterday night, i heard a good metaphor from a television show.
In English,
” When dogs see something strange, they are afraid, then bark.
When cats see something unusual, they are curious, then observe.”
The guy who said this is not handsome :P,
but I still admire him coz he travelled around the world
for 37 months using only HK$8,000!
How to do that?! I want it too!
The world is really big and has a lot to be explored.
Don’t be someone who is bound by the traditions, rules, marks ……
It’s a waste of LIFE if you think in a tiny box!
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I accidentally found Jonathan Mak’s blog.
He is a design student at PolyU too.
I really appreciate him coz he is dare to try different design executions.
I am one year older than him, but I am immature in design comparing with him.
Oh, it’s time to ACT! and no time to be wasted!!!
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Today’s Motto:
Be a CAT and ACT!
amazing 😀
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As sly as a fox, as strong as an ox
As fast as a hare, as brave as a bear
As free as a bird, as neat as a word
As quite as a mouse, as big as a house
As mean as a wolf, as sharp as a tooth
As deep as a bite, as dark as the night
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong
As long as a road, as ugly as a toad
As pretty as a picture hanging from a fixture
Strong like a family, strong as I wanna be
Bright as day, as light as play
As hard as nails, as grand as a whale
As warm as the, the sun, as silly as fun
As cool as a tree, as scary as the sea
As hot as fire, cold as ice
Sweet as sugar and everything nice
As old as time, as straight as a line
As royal as a queen, as buzzed as a bee
Stealth as a tiger, smooth as a glide
Pure as a melody, pure as I wanna be
All I wanna be, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
*
real nice, witty lyrics I have ever heard
BE EVERYTHING.
I hope I can keep updating my thoughts in the coming days
as I found that my mind is always filled by thoughts, good or bad ones.
I wonder why the world is so big and complicated.
Everyday, when you flip through the newspaper and turn on the television,
it seems that arguments and conflicts are endless.
No matter how hard people try to solve those problems, (political, social…….)
ya, the problems remain unsolved, more sadly, the problems just grow bigger and bigger.
We all are imperfect.
What we can do is to get closer and closer to it, but we will never reached it.
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I wish I can be brave enough to believe in love, but i just have so many doubts and worries,
or maybe I am lack of confidence in myself and in relationships.
For a second, I can be sure that I do love/like someone,
but after that, I hesitated.
I am afraid I am not good, mature, attractive enough to be loved by someone.
In the other way round, am I able to love someone?
Love is like a game.
If you are dare to stake yourself, you may gain or lose some.
So, why not try that once again?
Hello World!
Here is much more user friendly than Xanga
which is now occupied by loads of ads (usually visually bad)
It’s a brand new start here.
Hope I can post and write something constructive here.
Why not writing note on Facebook?
um….i wanna keep my thoughts in low profile.
and don’t wanna keep updating stuff on people’s walls
it’s a bit strange to put personal thoughts in a “public place”, right?
and don’t wanna change the privacy into “only me” every time I save my notes.
annie-way, i just came here! haahaa
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I have been saying words like knife these days.
And this quote reminds me everyone is unique.
joyfulpig 